Can you say this ? That you are at a similar place in your life with no apologies or excuses for who you are ?
I can authentically say I've arrived here .
It's taken a life long battering for me to feel comfortable with this.
We are all similar to onions in that we have to peel away many many layers.
This requires commitment to personal development of which I've dedicated my learning experience for over 30 years.
I've never stopped reading or attending personal and professional development training.
Being a Therapist doesn't make this intrinsic work on myself any easier than it does for you.
Yes I may have theories to support psychology and behavioural therapy.
But that's intelligence of an intellectual knowledge - not at a souls inner knowing.
That's very different from Ego...
When it comes down to understanding deeply ingrained emotions and feelings for my reactions to events and situations, where I am triggered or hurt by others it can often become difficult and confusing.
My greatest self expansion has come from spirituality the more I press into surrendering, forgiveness, faith and trusting the more I am present to being in my centre.
Finding my balance and accepting 'who I am'
This of course is an ongoing excavation project, as I discover layers upon layers of revelations about how and why I behave, react and hurt the way I do ?
I love that I'm on a journey to self discovery,
Connecting with parts of myself that have been hidden over a long time.
Buried beneath conformity, social conditions, other people's beliefs about myself and who they expected me to be?
I feel like I've been in slavery since I can remember and finally I have the chains removed for...
FOR BEING EXACTLY WHO I AM
And it feels amazing
I am emotionally happy to have come home to 'self' and to rest now within the
WISDOM OF MY OWN SOUL.
I AM ME.